he left me

It’s kinda hard for me right now. My boyfriend dumped me two weeks ago and I can’t help but blame myself. A two year relationship GONE. I’m not even gonna lie I was a bitch to him we would argue not constantly but at least 3-4 times a week. I can’t help but feel trash right now. A friend of mine told me to log into one of his social media accounts because he had been acting a little bit suspicious and I did. I found a chat between him and another girl. He cheated on me with her and there was nudes on the chat saved from her. I was so upset but before I could even talk to him about he he dumped me. I don’t even care that he cheated because I know I’d take him back in a heartbeat which is really stupid but it’s the type of love you can’t let go. I blame myself because I wasn’t good enough for him and it was clear because he cheated. But he’s blocked my number and literally everything we talked on and moved on so quickly. He went to a party the other night and kissed and danced with another girl WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY FRIEND💔

I need advice really because I can’t move on I’ve been crying everyday two weeks straight and it’s not like I can talk to him because he doesn’t want to talk to me.