So my gf is acting as if she hates me now when she even said she would have used this guy as a donor ...(I got drunk and may be pregnant..... Long story short) she wont even talk about it and she's been wanting a Child for so long I'm just scared I'm gonna become her emotional punching bag and if I am pregnant I'll loose the baby again! (had 2 miscarriages before) and I'm just scared to take a test..... Ugh what do I dooooooo