Or so I feel he does not.

I have been very insecure about my self since I met him 10 years ago. One of the main reasons was because I have always been a little overweight not incredibly big but just a little. When we met he always said that I was beautiful but if I lost some weight I would look better and feel better. Fast forward 5 years we got married and I lost a lot of weight. Unfortunately the past two years have been very stressful for me and I have gained all the weight back and my self esteem is no existent. I know i know my happiness should not depend on what he thinks about me . But Sometimes it is nice to hear some encouragement some kind words when I am feeling my worst. Yesterday we went to the mall and I felt terrible because everything I would try on did not fit. I felt disgusted, sad the worst of the worst. And I kept telling him how i felt and he could see it in my face. At the end of the day I just wanted him to grab me and tell me I am beautiful.. but he didn’t. I asked him do you not care? He said its not that I don’t care but you just complain and complain. And i don’t want to tell you something I don’t feel. If I want to encourage you or make you feel good I want to do it because I want to not because I feel like your forcing me to. What are your thoughts on this?

I also have to add that after that we haven’t talk to each other ..

*Update *

Thank you for your input! I will put some thought to what you guys are saying and keep working on my self esteem💪🏼💪🏼