I finally grew the strength to tell my bf about when i was a victim of sexual assault a few months ago. He didn’t take it well. It’s been causing me severe anxiety and depression to the point of suicidal thoughts. I told him shortly after it happened, but i said it happened to my friend to see his reaction. he said it made her seem trashy, so obviously i didn’t want to tell him it was really me. I finally told him the other day and he’s been having “bad thoughts” regarding that he can’t stop seeing it as me cheating and that i’m “not fully his anymore”. he’s also uncomfortably that i woke up the next morning in my assailants bed. as if i had a choice??? i was drugged. he says he understands it isn’t my fault and he still loves me and he understands why i didn’t tell him at first, but he’s beefing super unsupportive and making me feel bad without realizing it. he keeps saying “i won’t like what he has to say” like what do i say to that?? it wasn’t my fault what happened, and even though he knows that, he refuses to support me through this, still traumatic, time the way i need.