So my eighth grade year i started dating a girl right away without getting to know her or anything. Which was my mistake ( don’t ever do that )

anyway, first week of dating she pressured me to come out and i was super not comfortable with it but i did it anyway bc i “loved her” (remind you i was in 8th grade)

I kept getting called a dyke and fag and stuff but i didn’t care because she made me happy

a couple weeks later we were at soccer practice alone and she kept saying how she wanted to kiss me but i wasn’t comfortable with that yet and she got mad at me

She would keep telling my friends, “shouldn’t emily kiss me?”

I was really uncomfortable by it but since she got so mad at me and kept ignoring me i just gave up and said come here

so we went to a building near the field inside a room and i just stood there and she grabbed my face and started kissing me

I didn’t know what to do so i just kissed her back and she slammed me against the wall and started touching me down there

Obviously at this point i was super uncomfortable bc wtf are you doing

But i didn’t wanna make her mad either so i just stood there while she had me against the wall touching and kissing me

After that i finally said we should go back bc people would wonder what we are doing

That was my first kiss ever and i hate it because i didn’t really consent to her doing some of that stuff which I’m not sure what that would be called

but 🤷🏼‍♀️

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