trying not to get attached to gender idea

Hiccups

I have no idea why but I'm just convinced I'm having a girl. my practice won't let us find out until 20 weeks and I don't want to pay extra to find out with a third party so I am just holding tight until the end of July.

but I'm trying not to psych myself up thinking they are a girl bc I'm scared I might be disappointed at first if they are a boy. honestly, in the end I'll be happy either way. we already have our boys name picked out and were not planning for this to be our final baby.

but damn why is this feeling just so strong that they are a girl?!?