So I’m 21 weeks and this month I been like wanting to just jump off a cliff. This is my second baby and it’s a boy. I have a daughter she is 19 months old. I been so stressed out I don’t get sleep at all. I have to run after my daughter all day long, get things ready for baby boy, I always worry about money, and on top of that my 35 year old sister did a hit and run with injury and my family is like she is going to prison and going to loose her 3 kids but she doesn’t see them anyway she is always drinking. I also just found out my sister in law is pregnant and I feel guilty that I’m pregnant because everyone didn’t even think she would even have kids and I have to worry about taking care of my fiancé too. I know I need to stop stressing and relax and stuff but it so much harder then people think. Then I had my anatomy scan and everything has been healthy and looking good but then I hear story of people loosing there babies and stuff and that makes me worry. When I know I shouldn’t..I had to get all this out. I just don’t know how to relax and calm down and just calm my hormones,..help!!