HELP😭

So, I started mustrbating at very young age, 6 years old i think and till now (but never entered anything down there not even my fingers) ... but my vagina looks very loose and extra skin (it didn’t look like this at my early age) i’m now 20

!! I’m afraid of what he will think of me (i’m getting married and in my county it’s illegal to have sex before marriage) so will that affect my orgasm from only pentration or will affect sex life when i got married??? And will he know that i was mustrbating all m life??? And is there a chance that i lost my virginity from doing this??? PLEASE ANSWER THAT!