Freaking out!!!

We have been TTC for almost 2 years with no fertility programs. I had given up and stopped date watching. I felt like dirt all week and lost 4 pounds. Yesterday when I didn’t start I took a test-positive. I’m so nervous-shaking; we have been looking at new houses; we had given up! I’ve cried, I’m sick, nerves shot!!! And he’s smiling cool as a cucumber! Happy and not nervous at all!