planning for a back up csection.

Heather • 25. Firefighter wife. Mama of little girl's.

so I go to the doctor Monday, a day before I turn 36 weeks and since I've already had 1 csection they've actually allowed me to choose. I do want a vbac, but if this baby doesn't decide to come on her own I've decided to ask for a scheduled C-section because I refuse to be induced in any type of way. I had such an easy csection and honestly I've been put through way worse surgeries in the past few years. everyone obviously has their own decisions and opinions. but I'd much rather not be induced. mostly I think it's because a vbac scares me. I get it, lots of people have easy, great vbacs but something in my mind keeps telling me to schedule for back up just in case she doesn't come on her own. I'd rather schedule it than have to fight for what I want later on.