Not really sure how to feel at this moment. Just had to say something. I found out I was pregnant on June 1st by a guy who I had loved for the past 4 years and he left back to his home state to get his life together and be close to his family... The last three days I’ve been going threw a miscarriage, I’ve been keeping the news to myself. Today I believe was the day I lost the little cosmo. (is what I’ve been calling it) I hadn’t really decided what I was going to do, without the father in my life and him wanting nothing to do with the situation. I’ve been kind of at a lose.. I’m not really sure how I feel about this but I just wanted to get it off my chest.

Is it a big deal? because it was only 4 weeks and I’ve read it’s a very common thing to happen. I have two beautiful children already and this is my first miscarriage so I don’t really know how to feel. I guess it just really gets to me that the feeling of being pregnant can just be over and gone without having a choice of what to do next. It hurt when I had flushed the toilet never knowing what could have been. Women I don’t see talking about miscarriage to much. I just believe we should in order to have a better understanding as to why it happens and help one another threw the process. 💙