Needing to vent

I recently found out that my husband has been cheating on me and I'm not sure if I'm numb or if I just don't care anymore. I yelled at him once I found out and then life just continued like normal. Nothing has changed. I don't know if he is still cheating or not and I don't even know if I care to know.

I'll be leaving in a week to go stay with my mom for a couple of weeks to help her out when she has surgery. I'm pretty sure if he isn't seeing the other girl right now that he for sure will during those couple weeks when I'm not home. For some reason I just don't feel upset about it.

I think I'm more upset that I don't feel upset than I am about him cheating.