Feels like pregnancy isn’t for me..

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Currently at Urgent Care. I thought I caught pink eye from work, I work at a summer camp / daycare and then I looked in the mirror and this is not pink eye, no idea what has happened.

This whole pregnancy I’ve just had such a rough time and I just feel so down like I’m already a terrible mom. I’m only 15 + 2. So much longer to go but every day it feels like something else. From losing over ten pounds the first trimester, to just being stressed and crying and then just 900 other things I’m just at a loss.

Can’t even talk to my SO about it because he just gets frustrated. I just don’t know.