Breakdown

Amanda • 🌈09-08-2017🌈 Baby Leo April 25, 2019 💙

UPDATE: I am not asking for advice on hair cutting.

I am stable with money. A reason I quit when I did. A notice was put in.

Interviews have happened.

This relationship has been going on for years.

2 weeks is long.. when you have been through 8 months of it plenty of times before.

Life isn’t easy. I am QUITE aware.

I have had a lot going on recently.

I am allowed to breakdown.

I can vent.

Thanks for your concern.

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It’s 1 am..

My fiancé just got home from being away for 2 weeks due to military...

I have been stressing for a bit. Quit my job... (to better myself.)

10 days late with negatives.

I want attention.

I have missed him. Ever since I picked him up.. he has had an attitude or has been fussing.

I’ve tried to get his attention with him fussing.. and idk.. i feel like shit right now.

I try to go brush my hair.. it’s long. It tangles so easily..

And i get fed up.. wanting to cry..

so i just start to cut away at my hair..

no regrets.

I’m irritated at this point..

My hair makes me so annoyed.

Its been dyed and damaged.

I am NO professional..

So any mistakes will be fixed..

Im just dying on the inside right now.

Dont get me wrong.. he is A WONDERFUL GUY.. maybe its just an off day..

But it wasn’t great for me either...

So heres to probably having messed up hair until its fixed..

Before picture..ignore fatness..

I cut off maybe a couple inches

And the after.. No.. it isn’t perfect.. but its fine for now.

No rude comments please

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Thank you for taking the time to read this... ❤️