Can’t breastfeed and depressed

Amber

I’m on medication that I can’t breastfeed for 48 hours tomorrow I can start back up. I feel depressed and weepy. I just want to breast feed so bad is it normal to be this sad over this? I’ve never felt like this before and I hate it. I hate bottle feeding it doesn’t feel right. My daughter is 5 months and I have never given her anything but breast milk.