Feeling disheartened and discouraged :/ My partner and I have two beautiful 8 year olds and have been through so much that should have torn us apart but we only get closer and closer with each passing second. We are currently trying to conceive baby #3 she will carry this time and we tried for our first time this month and she just started Aunt Flow :/ our donor doesn’t live the closest and we have to work around kids, work and dogs to be able to go and we just aren’t sure how to work the schedules this next month to be able to try again :/ We are beyond ready to expand our family I just feel like crying my eyes out right now :/ sorry so long had to type it out somewhere :/