I prayed...

The last few weeks I’ve been feeling some type of way, I’ve been wanting to be alone, I’ve been enjoying my own company, not because I like being alone but because everyone in my life has been inconsiderate or selfish to the point where I’ve grown to enjoy solitude. I’ve been fighting with my friends a lot lately because I’m no longer willing to put up with behaviour I’ve been putting up with, I’m losing my patience and can no longer be as lenient and understanding like I once was. I prayed to god to remove toxic people and anyone negativity from my life, I was specifically praying to see if it was time to part ways with my girlfriends, I was willing to risk it all but instead i lost my best guy friend, the most fragile person in my life, the person I care for more than my own parents. And although I’m so upset right now, I was not expect him to be the one to go, I know it’s for the best and soon enough I’ll understand why.