Need positive vibes for a stronger line, thoughts...

So i had a chemical pregnancy in March at 5 weeks...so i just dont trust these line eyes anymore seeing progression.

I have used these cheapie strips the last two months and NEVER got an evap or anything but stark white so im assuming something IS something then lol...

First test was at 9dpo but i figured it was my first evap in these since placement is a little wierd and did not have pink color.

10dpo took with fmu and then about 5 hours later and both seem to have a pink hue, 11 dpo this morning fmu but of course knowing i had to test this morning went to the bathroom a gazillion times in the middle of the night so barely had 4 hours of a holf before testing...

*all test were within timeframe

i plan i using the cheapies again this afternoon through to expected AF day thursday before using FR...

thoughts...please tell me i am not crazy lol 😂 i dont trust my eyes or sanity anymore!