so scared.

hey ladies. I am having a hard time staying super positive.

this is my 3rd pregnancy.

my 2nd one ended at 13 weeks, with emergency surgery and the loss of a fallopian tube.

this pregnancy took 4.5 years to even get.

so far from doctor's visits it's been okay. I am monitored so super early.

I had blood draws for the first 4 weeks every 2 days

I am now about 6.5 weeks.

at 4.5 weeks I had an ultrasound just so make sure my body was okay and that whatever was developing, was in the right spot.

so far so good.

levels are good.

I have a Dr appointment tomorrow 6-26-18 and I am so scared. I don't know what to expect. I don't even know how to feel. I am so scared and need positive thoughts. my biggest fear is not seeing the baby. or it not having a heartbeat