So I’m so stfesssef . I naturally have bad anxiety and i feel like these past couple days have been worse . My husband has been the only one working for a while and for a while everything was ok some weeks were tighter on money then the others but we had some money in savings that helped . Now it’s coming towards the end ( I’m 35 weeks ) and i feel like everything’s gonna be really tight . Our rent is 850, national grid is 110, cable 160 and not to mention gas $40 a week and groceries . Luckily everything baby related is taken care of thanks to our baby shower ( we have crib, swings , car seat , stroller , bassinet , MILLIONS of diapers and more outfits then any baby I’ve ever seen ) but as for us i feel like what if we can’t make it one month . My husband makes about anywhere from $1480-1540 a month . Our family would help if needed but I’d hate to help . My husband tells me to let him handle it but I’ve always been the go-getter and workaholic and he’s more of a punch in , punch out worry about it later type person so I’m too scared that our bills would be late . Also he’s had a tendency to either get laid off a job or get fired for whatever reason ( now he works at my old job and they seem to love him there and they say he does so well )but I really don’t know what to do because he wants me to stay home the first 6 months after the baby as well ( to care for her 24/7 but also to give my body a lot of time to heal since i have epilepsy and previously had cancer a while ago ) . I love him and get where he’s coming from but i feel like maybe i should go back after about 6 weeks ? Maybe this is just my hormones and anxiety talking , but I’m worried we won’t make all our bills even up until the time we have her . Ugh i hate being stressed and definitely don’t want to stress her out , i have about 33 days left til due date so i just want to focus on her