What should I be?

mr

I am 5ft 4 and 21 in 2 weeks what should my ideal weight be.. I have put on abit of weight recently and am terrified of weighing myself! I know it doesn’t matter what the scales say but I do feel really crap about the way I look so I’m just wondering what I should ideally be? Give me a clue on how much to lose 💕 xx