Trying to be positive

Allyson
My boyfriend and I have been trying for 2 years already. We found out around month 8 that he has a low count. Everything else is fine there just isn't enough! We have tried Fertilaid, the fertility pill from GNC, he is also taking all sorts of vitamins, he tried acupuncture for 6-7 months, and has been seeing a chiropractor for 10 months, I made him switch chiropractors and the recent one said his pelvis was tilted. He is now better and doesn't need an adjustment unless he needs one. Well my daughter has been asking me if there is a baby in my tummy for 2 months now :( I don't where she came up with this and I always want to think it's a sign. Now his mom is pushing us telling us how great a baby would be. She said she had a dream someone was pregnant and when 2 of her daughters were pregnant she had dreams right before they found out. My AF is due in the 16th and I've had 2 BFN. I'm just starting to get depressed and stressed. How do you stay positive when you keep getting negatives?