Sexual frustrations..

Everything lacks. I feel awful saying this but it’s so good when it happens but it always starts off with a blowy and then I never get any reciprocation back. Just blowy then sex. It makes me want whoever to just touch me... make out with, grab my boobs and suck on them. Do a different position than doggy for gosh sakes.. just frustrating and no one to talk to about it since asking him ALL the time does not change.