Hate the 2ww

Hate the 2ww wish we could find out as soon as we become pregnant. I keep telling myself in not but my mind plays tricks and makes every little thing that goes on a hope I am. We really tried this week but we enjoyed ourself and will be bummed if I'm not so trying to nit think I am so I won't be as let down. I have about a week til my period. I just want to know now!