I feel like I'm losing my mind

just me

On June 5th a gave birth to my son at 21 weeks and he didn't make it. Some days I feel fine, like I can do things normally and I'm fine. But some days, like today, I am just absolutely pissed for no reason, like I just hate everyone and everything. And I literally have no idea why I am even mad, I'm just mad. And I don't know what to do to calm down because I don't know what made me mad. So yeah I'm losin it.