yesterday my ex boyfriend's mom got into my face and slapped me and chocked me I slapped her back to defend myself btw she did this all in front of my daughter I was pissed my daughter saw everything and was screaming I been living with my ex boyfriend cause my mom kicked me out so I had no where to go so I been living here sadly we broke up a month ago and it's all been shit he put me in 3 north mental facility bc he didn't want me here. yesterday he got into my face and almost hit me. I've been abused my whole life yes I have hit him before he deserved it that's why. Idk why he was with me for 3 years if he didn't love me. he said he stayed with me partially cause of our daughter... makes me feel like shit he said he wasted his time being with me how can a guy say that to the one you loves for the past 3 years that you don't want to be with me how can a guy say that I fucking did everything for him i took cause of our daughter for the past 6 months while he worked and didn't want to do anything and he says h

es gonna get full custody of our daughter but he cant raise her he works everyday 2-11 everyday so how can he take care of her in a part time waitress so I only get 3 days a week so I'd be able to watch her and I have a babysitter but he won't even let me take my daughter to my mom's house to live with me like really she's my daughter too I carried her for 9 months I have birth to her she neemds her mother i just don't know what to do anymore I'm heartbroken lost and everything I feel so damn alone....

so fucking true