TTC don't know why I bother.

Me and my so called finance have been TTC for 2months now first month we were trying we got the bfp wich sadly turned out to be an eptopic pregnancy, I have had one period since and starting to TTC again this month (well I am) he just doesn't seem to be so bothered about it, he won't come near me as he is "to tired". I honestly don't know why I bother or wether to just give up all together, what's the point.😔