boyfriend knows it's fertility week. he chose no condom last night. according to app I ovulate in 2 days. so here I go again, watch me obsess over everything possible.

bit of a back story..

I'm 33, he's 27 at the end of the year. I have a nearly 12 yr old and a 13 yr old.

been with my boyfriend for 8 years. he wants a kid/kids of his own with me but we have had things holding us up. he originally wanted to wait until we moved into our other house and have my current one sold. and now I've had some medical crap holding us up. just didn't want me to be pregnant and needing surgery etc.

I went off bc(and other medications) last year because I was so over being controlled by medication, I wanted to see what my body would do on its own. originally went on the pill to control a very irregular period. so from age 11 to 32 I've been mostly on contraceptive pills. and since coming off, my periods have come like clock work. only issue is we have had to use condoms haha. but he's been understanding and doesn't mind the condoms. he knows I'll jump at any chance to start trying, with my age and all I want to asap. he knows last night could result in a baby and he's ok with that so I guess we have unofficially started ttc ❤

apologies for long winded post, I just needed stuff off my chest I guess.