Help :/ sorry it’s long

So in my state you can get your learners at 15... I wanted to wait a year until I was 16 to get them because my family was going through a divorce and didn’t have time for me but everyone makes fun of me because I waited and now everyone I know is leaving me out of so much stuff, I lost all of my friends and no one even wants to talk to me because I’m “lame”. I know none of y’all can help but I just need some help getting through this 😔 my boyfriend rubs it in every single day about how I don’t even have a car to take my test in come October or how he has to drive me everywhere and that I don’t even have a job but he doesn’t understand that you have to have a car to get to a job and my mom won’t take me because she works 3rd shift and sleeps all day and my grandma is unable too. Just someone help get me through this if you can 😔