12 days (+/- depending if baby decides to come on his own or how my body reacts to an induction) left until our baby boy is here and I am starting to get soooo nervous about labor. I might have to go through labor without my SO due to the fact he is a truck driver and can’t just show up with the drop of a hat. Between that and having a strange feeling I’m not going to be strong enough or be able to push hard enough to get baby out, I’ve been so anxious thinking about labor. But then the other part of me is super excited to meet our little man. It makes me get really emotional thinking about just how much I love him already and how cute I know he’s going to be even though I’ve never seen him besides 2d US. I just want to cry because I’m so scared, yet so excited at the same time.