Do guys like saggy boobs?

I’m feeling super self conscious today, feeling like crying ladies 😣

I grew up on the heavier side and I lost all the weight! In turn, I lost a cup size and so they became extra droopy. I ended up hating my ladies so much, that I got a breast reconstruction. They put things in “proper” proportions, made my areola smaller, lifted it a little.... just when I thought I’d be happier because of it.... it didn’t help. The way I see myself that is.... they’re still not perky, more on the natural side, teardrop but like... super teardroppy 💔

How do I see myself in better light? I’ve always been so harsh on my body....... and I cry because I don’t think I’ll ever have the guts to let a man see me naked! 23 year old virgin, and hell if I can’t get over this I’ll be one forever.....

I don’t want to cry anymore.. the thought of a guy seeing my breasts, and wondering if he’ll be disgusted kills me inside..... I want a man to cherish my body just the way it is.... but why do I feel like that’s impossible? What if he wants to leave me after he sees how gross I look naked. How can I start loving my body...

*cries all day*

P.S. this is what happens when you grow up fat.......... I will forever see myself as ugly. The body dysmorphia is unreal...