I'm tired of hoping .. Hoping that o get a positive .. Like everyone else . I hope that my sore boobs are a symptom . I hope that the slight cramps and twitching I got are a symptom . I hope that the nausea I got is not due to the sandwich I ate but that it's a symptom.but I'm wrong . Yet again I got my AF today. I don't know how long I can hold on. I'm 30 and not yet had my bundle of joy . I'm depressed as hell . Each month I gather myself up & try but only get defeat . never gonna read into my pms symptoms anymore . 💔