Well today when I was at work my victims liason called me to say that my soon to be ex husband has pleaded NOT GUILTY on the charges against him for beating me up. And now I have to be a witness in a trial against him. It mind boggling that I have to sit there and talk about what happened. I'm scared and nervous. All this is happening September 26th which is 5 days after what would have been our 5 year anniversary! But really it's gonna look good on him when I say why we fought in the first place. cause ladies...the reason he beat me up for 2 years straight honestly the reason is becuase of a penis pump! and how I wouldn't embrace it and only do the bare minimum. And oh yes I will say that loud and clear to the judge in front of his parents and family, my family everyone there I want the world to know why he punched my in the back of the head and shoulders and punched me in my face...still though I'm nervous and scared.