Deep down I don’t feel like anything is wrong I’m just an overly anxious person already. This is my third but my oldest boys are 6 and 4, so when I brought my second home I don’t think my older son knew what was about to happen. I didn’t really try to explain it to him or anything and I wasn’t scared. But this pregnancy has been so much more complicated than the other two and now they are fully aware of what is happening and I’m terrified of them being sad. I think I’m just super scared about if something did happen how that would affect them. I know this isn’t rational and I’m being super paranoid but I can’t help it. Yesterday we had to rush to the hospital because I was bleeding and I couldn’t help but think how I would even being to explain to them something going wrong. It made me so sad and scared. I’ve also had 2 miscarriages, but they weren’t aware of either of them. It’s different when they are involved, I’m so cautious of their feelings. Anyone else having crazy irrational fears?? I’m sure it stems from my anxiety and also the losses we’ve experienced.