Crushing on my best friend

Silvie • Sil 💜

So I’ve been talking to my friend more often than normal and we’ve been super open to each other more than before or to anyone, anddddd I’m starting to get feelings towards him.

See I don’t want to mess up anything with our friendship but I’m really starting to feel giddily and waiting for him to message back when he’s done from work, and even imagining myself with him.

(If we were to get together, I’d have to keep it a secret or my parents would murder me, just until I’m allowed to date again)

It’s something that’s been on my mind and sleeping on it bc it’s a lot to take in, and wondering if and when I should tell him how I feel about him in case he’s feeling the same way. Any tips, advice, or opinions? Please help

Also here’s a picture of the two of us.

UPDATE #1

So I hit him with this and awaiting his response to me saying “Would it be weird to say I meant this 😅😅😅”

Currently awaiting his response (we always do pick up line battles and i wanted to do something we bonded the week we got to know each other)

Update #2 (not really)

I just wanted to say I’m just in awe at the amount of support and interest a lot of you guys have had, didn’t think anyone would be so invested into this 😂

Thank you all though, it really means a lot to have the advice and support and I’m really hoping everything turns out the way id prefer it to go

Update #3 (Final Update)

So on Sunday we went skating with our friends and it ended with him knowing how I felt.

Long story short: we didn’t end up together, but we’re still best friends and that’s all I’d like to be at the moment.

It sucks but he was understanding and were not letting this change anything about our relationship. He’s still my goofy boy and I’m just glad I didn’t lose my best friend.

All I hope is we never lose touch and still remember each other’s existence in the future, and who knows what may happen between us later down the road (only good things I hope).

But thank you guys for all the support and advice, and becoming so invested into this, means a lot. 💜