I’m 23 and I’ve never had a boyfriend and I’m still a virgin. Sometimes guys confess to me but it’s never guys I like back... I lost my best guy friend that way. He confessed to me, but I only liked him as a friend 😢

I’m currently talking to this dude from online, and we have some chemistry and we had phone sex the other night and it was really great! But honestly, I dunno if I want to be with him... I actually tried to push him away once because I knew he had feelings and I knew I didn’t feel it back. But why?? There’s nothing wrong with him, we’re actually very similar (tho I actually think I don’t want that in a partner), but like maybe I should... try him out?

But I’m not really... I don’t have feelings like that. But he has them! So all I have to do is reciprocate, but... why couldn’t I just have mutual love right from the start 😞 what do you think ladies?