Need advice

Alexis

So I’m still in love with my ex (the one accused me cheating on him), he apologized for saying that bc he thought I did it Bc I told him that I was trying to explain to him the whole story but he wouldn’t let me, so after one months without talking to each other, he texted me out of nowhere, and asked me if we could talk, and I was like okay? And after of three weeks of talking, and he asked me out again and I says yeah, but why am I feeling guilty? Like he deserves someone better than me 😩 I means im still love him... then we stopped talking for a week bc I told him that I needed space so I can think but he started talking to my best friend about me, and ending up that he wanted to have committed relationship with me :/ but I still feels guilty