I had sex with my boyfriend for the first time last night, it didn’t last long since we were both tired but I knew I wanted to do it then.

It was my first time, so it took some adjusting.

We went for round two and three this morning but he’s having trouble keeping it up.

I can’t help but feel it’s me, that now, he’s no longer attracted to me.

He hasn’t had sex since last November, could that be the issue too?

I’m aware he can’t fully control it, so I can’t be mad at him.

To a previous comment that has been deleted, I didn’t give my body away to ‘anybody’, I love him and he loves me, we’ve been together for some time now. He’s been patient, when we started was completely up to me.

Update: it got bettterrrrrrrrrr