I can’t stop testing!!

Alisha • Married 6.7.2014❤️baby #1 born 6.2015❤️👼🏻baby #2 born 4.2018 at 21 weeks👼🏻❤️baby #3 born 3.2019❤️baby #4 due 10.2021❤️

So I started testing insanely early, and not even with an early detection test. I’m insane and obsessed with needing to know if I’m pregnant! (I went into preterm labor at 21 weeks so I’m dying to have a baby 😔) Like I started testing 10 days before my period. Way. Too. Early. Anyways...I tested again yesterday at like 8 days before my period...still too early I know I know!! So today is 7 days before my period so I decided to buy early detection tests to at least give me a better shot at seeing something even though it’s still 2 days early. I took it this morning with my first pee of the day (supposed to be the best to test with) and I have literally looked at that stick for over 15 minutes trying every angle every light every room and natural sunlight and after like 5–10 minutes if doing this I THINK I see something! Now remember it’s still too early to test so the line would be insanely faint sooo I dont know if my eyes are playing tricks on me or if it’s really there but there’s one angle in natural sunlight where I can BAAAARELY see a line! I’ve even tried inverting the picture and all that but it’s too faint (or not even there 😅) has anyone else been crazy like me?! Have you ended up with a positive? Please help me feel a little bit less crazy over this or at least let me join your crazy group! 😂