Idk what to do..?

Okay so I was on BC for 4 months, got off for 5 and now I’m back on it. I have Depression and anxiety and I think its making it worse but at the same time I have to take BC because my periods are so bad. I feel like I’m going crazy I’m scared for a lot of things, I’m really jumpy..and I’m usually not...I’m not really scared of things...and then I’m having a lot of thoughts that are scarring the hell out of me that I know that’s not true. Someone please help I’m desperate...I cry every night .