If I’m not pregnant this month, I’m giving up.

6 months in, fed up of The disappointment, fed up of how much money I waste on pregnancy tests and ovulation tests, fed up of the hoping and praying and most of all I’m fed up of the tears. I’m 10 DPO with four days to go until my expected period and if I’m not pregnant this month I will no longer be using this app, no longer be using OPKs, and no longer be testing for pregnancy, I’m just gonna let it be I will get pregnant when I get pregnant. So I’m going to say my last prayer and ask God to let it be my month one last time, then I’m going to wait until my period is due and if I’m pregnant absolutely fabulous and if not... okay I won’t be “trying”anymore.