I've f*cking had it!

I'm 31 years old been trying for the last 5 months even tried acupuncture. I'm fucking done. I thought being a day late was super exciting but of course my period comes! It's so heart breaking every month in sick of thinking oh maybe this is it. I'm done and over it . Probably going to delete this app and just see what happens. Maybe I'm trying to hard! I'm sorry to be mean and harsh I'm just so upset.