Help please

Br

Okay so.. I’m 18 most of my relationships have been with girls. I mean the ratio is like 9:1 Kind of thing. Well I’ve been with my current boyfriend for almost 6 months and I REALLY MISS GIRLS! Like I love him but i miss being dominate with a girl. I miss the sex, The understanding between me and another woman and the relationship being easy. I just miss it. I have no clue what to do! He wouldn’t be happy with me having a girlfriend as well but i feel if i did have one or could talk to a girl for a bit it would be really good for me. I don’t know. I can’t tell him or he will get upset. 😫 fuck help me!