Feeling so discouraged

My fiancé and I have been together for 3 years. I stopped taking birth Control in January of 2017. I had a period every month for 3 months and then they stopped. I went from April-July with no period. I then got diagnosed with PCOS and got put on Met Forman in August of 2017. I had a miscarriage in January 2018. Didn’t even know I was pregnant until it happened. I was roughly 4-5 weeks based on HCG levels. It was completely heartbreaking. I continued taking the Met Forman and my periods have been almost 28 to 30 days apart since the miscarriage. I just started again this morning. I am so tired of seeing AF. My fiancé and I have talked about trying Clomid. Who has tried it and what has been your story? I just want to be a mommy so bad. I’m getting to the point of being bitter toward everyone announcing pregnancies and I absolutely hate it. 😔