mommy mayhem

I had my first child 5 months ago. A beautiful baby boy. I had a difficult pregnancy and my son was born a month early and spent 2 weeks in the NICU. Last night I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. I am no longer with the father of my first son because he tried to force me into an abortion and when I refused he killed my hamsters and left me. It was a very abusive situation and I felt very unsafe. I am very lucky that the man I am currently with has been willing to take on both of us but I worry that this pregnancy will put too much pressure on him. he works really hard to make sure we are provided for and I'm afraid this is going to stress him out beyond what he can handle. I told him about the pregnancy right away and he was really sweet and supportive but I still worry.