Everyone post all the beautiful things about being pregnant but not enough speaks on the things that can happen.

Thursday I clocked out early to go check on Daniel. Once in the back, the ultrasound tech noticed something but did not say right away. Once the doctor came in, he explained that i had what's called a uterine window. Early in my pregnancy I received a cerclage due to my history with incompetent cervix. Now what's happening is that since my cervix can not open below, my uterus is trying to open where my previous c-section is. If ruptured or open, this can cause baby to fall into my stomach and both our lives would be put at risk. I am grateful that rhis was caught early enough. I do not want to ever be in a position to have to choose between me or my child because it would be you. I would regret having to miss you. I would regret having to be away from Lucci and your dad. I would be in bliss to see my angels in heaven. I knew that my God will not let this happen and my little man was born 6/30 weighing 3lbs and 8oz. And when I saw him, his smile was my final bow for this pregnancy journey......