Need some love

Emma-Jane

Since Christmas my partner and I have been off the birth control and not using any kind of protection. We've not necessarily been trying, but definitely not preventing a pregnancy - let nature do it's thing basically.

For the past 4 months my period has been a minimum of 8 days late but never a positive pregnancy test.

This month we decided it was time to get serious. I tracked my ovulation closely, used the ovulation kits, tracked BBT. Everything. I really thought this would be it. And for the first time in a long time my period came a day early instead. Today is the first day I've cried over a baby who's not been conceived yet. My heart just hurts I guess...

I don't know why I'm posting this. I guess I'm looking for advice or to just know I'm not alone...