Depression

I've suffered from depression most of my life. Those of you that know / understand / relate to it know what that roller coaster is like. Sometimes you're the most humble person on the planet, sometimes nothing matters and you just dont want to exist. I have thought of suicide in the past, though only attempted once (thats a whole other story). I realized soon after I didnt want to die, I just didnt want to be a part of life. Its the hardest thing in the world to try and explain, but I try to be as open and honest with my partner as I know how. Lately its been getting pretty bad (especially after TTC for 6 months after a miscarriage and a lot of family drama). However the past 3-4 days after getting good news (work related) I've been taking steps in a new direction hoping to turn things around. For any other women out there who suffer from depression, or ever felt down on yourself, or alone, well heres to us. We're not alone !