Don't want to breastfeed.

I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't want to for my own sake. This is my second pregnancy and at 33 wks, I already know that I only want to formula feed. I know and could probably quote all the benefits of breastfeeding by heart but still. Its just not something I am comfortable with. I tried with my first and after the first week, he was exclusively formula fed. Now at 6 yrs old and the brightest boy in his class (according to his teachers), I am just not buying the whole, "breastfed babies are smarter" play I hear most often. Please don't try to change my mind. I am just wondering if I'm alone on this.