I have a problem . I been trying to find out my sex addiction and where the root.. And I believe it is because I had an absent father and I was molested by 3 different people.. But I like being molested as a child it started when I was 4 I try to stop my sexual acts but I can't it's hard and it makes me suicidal something's because I feel ashamed of how many boys I let have sex with me .. And some I had sex with I wanna know how to over come my sex addiction and try to move on because I can not be in a relationship with someone because of this